Body Beautiful?? Not!!

Aiyooo…aku banyak kerje tapi tak boleh concentrate nak buat kerje. Naper? Sebab tak selesa. Kaki aku sangat swollen. Tersangat lah swollennyer. Serious rasa tegang giler. Pastu itchy lak tuh. Teruk la water retention body aku this week. Ankle aku dah takde ruper ankle. Sangat huduh ok. Tu tak masuk betis lagi. Mira cakap malam semalam betis aku dah macam Aunty Tina dah. Hampeh punya adik. I hate the way my body develop during this last pregnancy term nih. Truly hideous. I feel like a bloody whale most of the time. Though tak boleh nak complain banyak, tapi nak complain jugak. I HATE MY BODY!! I dunno why the heck people say pregnant body is beautiful with glowing skin yada yada yada..what a load of bull. Aku tak rasa beautiful pun. Well, maybe the first 7 months tapi lepas tu jer….yuck!!! Tapi mengenangkan yang huduh-huduh ni pun disebabkan aku carry a beautiful human being inside my belly called my daughter….terima dengan redha je la labuuuu……

Esok pagi check up ngan Dr Tan. Jeng jeng jeng....suspennyer nak measure weight baby. Hopefully tak besar sangat. Though one thing at the back of my mind is...ntah-ntah aku dah dilate skit-skit tak? Isk!!!

Bak Kata Yani "Woohoo, soon, very very soon!!!"

All my bags are packed

I'm ready to go
I'm standin here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin
Its early morn
The taxis waitin
He's blowin his horn
Already I'm so lonesome...I could die

Cewah...emo lagu John Denver "Leaving on a Jet Plane" lak. Hehehe...No lah, actually the first 2 verse tu is correct. I have packed my bag and my baby's bag already last weekend..and I'm ready to go. This morning dah taruk dalam bonet kereta aku. So, if anything were to happen to me, I'm all ready, insyaAllah. Boleh terus dash ke hospital. Kalau ikut due date, it's gonna be 28th August. Lagi 18 hari. Tambah tolak 2 minggu. Adek, Mira dan Iman suspect anytime soon. Derang nak cepat. Especially Mira "Cepatla kuar baby. Mumimiwa dah tak sabar nih!". LK lak suh baby tunggu sampai Merdeka. Amboi...lama tuh. Anyway, it all depends on my little tenant actually. She will come out only when she's ready. Awal ke on time ke lewat ke, its all up to her. Personally aku harapkan cepat jugak (walaupun berdebar giler nak face the moment, tapi excited pun iye jugak). Tapi at the end of the day, biarla nature takes its course kan? Eventually akan keluar jugak. Takkan la dia nak duduk dalam tu sampai 10 tahun lak kan? Oh ya, tadi Anmum baru hantar hadiah baby digital ear thermometer kat aku sebagai peminum susu tegar dia berbulan-bulan lamanya nih. Hampir lupa lak yang aku last month ada penah hantar banyak scoop susu untuk qualify promotion anmum tu. Nice timing.....guinea pig aku tadi, Farrish. Hehehe....accurate tau!

Bits and Pieces

Kerja sales and marketing banyak tak settle lagi. TA more or less dah clear apart from yesterday ada 2 files yang baru sampai untuk vet thru. Nanti leh settle. Tapi ada lak project corporate affairs yang kena tengok. Tapi hanya questions yang aku kena answer which is under my purview. This time aku tak assist Haszri dalam project ni. By default kalau aku tak sarat pregnant sangat, sure akan kena. Tapi Haszri dengan baik skali cakap this time dia nak amek Sharen untuk assist. Takut aku terberanak awal. Nanti nak replace orang lain untuk ganti susah sebab tengah roll out kan? So, lega gak aku dengar. Sebab volume project ni memang besar giler. Now ni aku nak concentrate operational agreements ajer.

Tengah suspen nih. Lewat petang semalam sampai la ke pagi tadi, asyik dok sakit perut je. Baper kali tah gi toilet. Till now pun masih tak comfortable lagi. Could this clearing off bowel activity a sign that the BIG DAY is just around the corner?? I forgot la whether this is one of the signs of labour. Nak kena check balik. Baby gerak tersangatlah aktif dan kuat. Sometimes boleh rasa big movement dia kat bawah/dalam/dasar near my bladder area tu. Macam pusing-pusing. Each time dia buat movement, sure rasa geli dan ngilu. Pastu nak ter shi shi. Dia tengah nak carik position masuk ‘soket’ kot. Quickly followed by 2-3 times ass kicking action kat tummy. Memang tak bagi can langsung budak ni. Karate do sakan hang noo....

Syukran.....

Sabtu aku sampai Keramat awal at 9am sebab waktu Asar akan ada jamuan tahlil/syukur/aqiqah kat umah Mama. So, nak kena tolong-tolong siapkan apa yang patut la. Khemah dah pasang since the day before. Cuma kena re-arrange furniture, bentang carpet kat living hall, mop porch etc sebab dekat 40 tahfiz kids under Ustaz Zahid (salah sorang ustaz ngaji Mama) akan datang solat Asar kat umah. Then bila dah ready around 4.45pm, the kids pun sampai. Terus azan dan solat. Pastu bacaan yassin dan doa tahlil. Aku kena buat skrip untuk ustaz Zahid on the purposes of the jamuan. First, aqiqah untuk Iman. Mama rasa macam dah buat dulu kat kampung, tapi just to make sure, buat la lagi. Second, syukur atas ulangtahun 33 tahun wedding Mama dan Papa. Third, syukur jugak atas ulang tahun 1 tahun wedding aku dan LK (Cepat tul setahun….dah anniversary kitorang. So happy bunny). Forth, syukur atas kelahiran cucu pertama, Eva Soraia. Dan lastly tahlil untuk arwah-arwah yang dah tiada. Actually, majlis ni pun untuk meraikan Adek jugak. Memula Mama ingat nak buat lepas raya before Adek balik German, tapi takut tak sempat lak. Ye la, by 4th raya dia dah kena balik, so normally orang mana balik dari kampung lagi kan? Nak buat waktu buka puasa, lagi la kelam kabut sebab nak terawih etc..masa pendek sangat. Jadi, buat la last weekend. Just a small gathering of neighbors, close relatives and friends. So after doa-doa semua, jemputan pun makan. Hmm….as for me, thinking that I will be in my confinement moment later in the month (pantang gegiler ingat ye smurfette), apalagi…tanpa perlu diberitahu aku telah pun membelasah itu makanan semua like nobody’s business man. Roast lamb with my favourite mash potato, mushroom gravy and garlic bread, char koteow goreng, nasik lemak kak hasnah ngan sambal sotong dan sambal paru, kuih seri muka dan kacang kole…wahhh…tak ingat dunia sat. Izzat dok gelakkan aku sebab tengok aku dok ulang dan ulang dan ulang dan ulang makan….sampai malam. Lots of pictures were taken by Mira and Amri. Nanti nak mintak derang upload. Amri ske amek gambar aku makan. His remarks was “It’s nice to see a girl with good appetite!” :P

Tomorrownyer is Sunday. 2 August 2009. Me and LK’s first year wedding anniversary. Happy 1 year of up and down, emotional and happy, sad and excited 365 days living together and marrying me ya LK. I know sometimes it can be a wee bit hard and nail biting living and breathing under the same roof with a person named smurfette ni, tapi I salute u lah mamat leng chai!! U truly is an amazing person for having to withstand this so called human being yang u pernah cakap VERY FLAMBOYANT (Yes, that’s the word u describe me kan dear?). Happy happy happy more years of togetherness my dear darling Lou Kong :)

That nite we celebrated our moment at Darby Park…one hefty juicy beef patty with chunky calamari to seal the deal. Hehehehe….One weekend of crazy food frenzy for the preggy lady! Psstt…esok diet skit ek pompuan?…