Body Beautiful?? Not!!

Aiyooo…aku banyak kerje tapi tak boleh concentrate nak buat kerje. Naper? Sebab tak selesa. Kaki aku sangat swollen. Tersangat lah swollennyer. Serious rasa tegang giler. Pastu itchy lak tuh. Teruk la water retention body aku this week. Ankle aku dah takde ruper ankle. Sangat huduh ok. Tu tak masuk betis lagi. Mira cakap malam semalam betis aku dah macam Aunty Tina dah. Hampeh punya adik. I hate the way my body develop during this last pregnancy term nih. Truly hideous. I feel like a bloody whale most of the time. Though tak boleh nak complain banyak, tapi nak complain jugak. I HATE MY BODY!! I dunno why the heck people say pregnant body is beautiful with glowing skin yada yada yada..what a load of bull. Aku tak rasa beautiful pun. Well, maybe the first 7 months tapi lepas tu jer….yuck!!! Tapi mengenangkan yang huduh-huduh ni pun disebabkan aku carry a beautiful human being inside my belly called my daughter….terima dengan redha je la labuuuu……

Esok pagi check up ngan Dr Tan. Jeng jeng jeng....suspennyer nak measure weight baby. Hopefully tak besar sangat. Though one thing at the back of my mind is...ntah-ntah aku dah dilate skit-skit tak? Isk!!!